Cassandra Layne (cassandralayne) wrote in caribbeanpiracy,
Cassandra Layne
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I've Survived You Once...I'll Do It Again

Damn it. Damn everything all to Hell. Do you know what transpired this night? William, him and his stubborn self! Today was the wedding, at least that's what was supposed to happen. Everything was going beautifully. My dress was wonderful, Nathen was shining and Elizabeth came. Apparently Will had arrived at the very last moment. He kidnapped me! Him and his plundering scalawag pirates, not to mention Charlotte.
I am now on the Pearl. Here to stay with these savages. I don't know if i'll survive. Her and i are not going to get along. We will eventually cross paths on the wrong day and one of us will end up laying on the flat of our back. No doubt we will both be miserable.
I don't understand why he couldn't just let me get married and let me be on my way, let me get on with my life. I thought that was what i was doing, but no, i somehow wound myself right back out here on this god for saken ocean.
I have another problem, not that this is anything new. It's one of something i've mentioned before. My memory. It's just gone. I don't even know half of my life. I just can't remember and it's driving me crazy. It's gotten worse lately. William wants me to be his, but i can't help feeling that i'm not. Again not to mention that i do not want to be his. I don't want to love him at all. I feel like i'm part of someone else already, i just can't shake these odd feelings that have come out of no where. I told him i'd have to think on things. That there is a lot more going on here that meets the eye in so many words. I just hope i can get everything figured out in time...

~Cassandra Jade~



I see the picture clear now, and the fog has lifted.
The wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever.
Yeah your gifted.
But you forgot to dot some I's, and cross some T's along the way.
I'm better now despite you baby.
I'm stronger these days.

[Chorus]
Stronger.
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

I can look in the mirror now.
It's been a slow awakening.
Haunted by a heart full of you, could'nt help mistaking.
That you could ever care for anyone.
Anyone but yourself.
But you would have to have a conscious baby.
Good luck I wish you well.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

This heart has been torn in two.
Cut and bruised.
With too many bitter endings.
I'll be damned if I have thoughts of you rain on my new beginning.

[Chorus]
I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.

I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.
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