Cassandra Layne (cassandralayne) wrote in caribbeanpiracy,
Cassandra Layne
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Which Way Now?

Ever just want to freeze a frame of your life so you can look at it and analyze it? From all aspects to make sure you've got everything covered? Well, that's exactly how i feel. I just don't know what to do. Shane is back in my life, well i'm back in his. See? I don't even know! There is this whole other person in me that i'm just starting to figure out and i just don't know what to do. Shane and i sat up nearly all night talking about...well about everything. Who i was, who we were, what we did. Apparently i'm a pretty good Pirate. A Pirate! Ha! Me, can you imagine? With the picture Shane paints, it's not too terribly difficult to see. He called me C.J. That was my name to him. It feels so odd to have to get used to this...again. I just...I feel...that's the problem, i don't know. I want to love Shane but it's so hard because i don't yet know him all of the way, but for him, he's never lost any time. And Will...what of him? I feel absolutely horrible for treating him this way, in some respect anyway. Somehow we've managed to avoid each other for the past few days. How i'll never know, this ship is so damned small.
But there are bigger problems on the horizon. Shane went after Calico and James and now they both undoubtedly want us dead. I can't put the rest of the crew at risk. To think Kelly blamed me because he's the one who blew everyone's cover! Men, i swear. They just can't do what they are told and keep their damned mouths shut at the proper moments! I need to...i need to... i don't know! And i hate that! I've always been able to be in control. Not since i got on this damned ship have i been able to think straight once.

~Cassandra Jade~


Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel
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