I am slowly starting to come to the realization that in one evening and a day my life gradually started to crumble in front of me. For some reason every single time Cassandra Layne makes an appearance in my life she is able to shake my foundation so hard that I can't seem to repair it again. I realized that I think I may be falling in love with her all over again. It's just my luck because she's getting married to Nathen, who as well know is at the top of the wealth and privledge food chain. She told me that she is in love with me and she told me that I can't stop running and she is right because I don't want to fucking run anymore. I just wish I could find her right now and sweep her into my arms and kiss her with everything that is inside of me. Hector and I also had a falling out over another woman, go figure.. this type of shit always tears people apart. In his demented mind he honestly believes that I am meant to be with this girl that I just met last night. Apparently we had some sort of glorious child hood past together. She took me by surprise and yes she is truly amazing but the fact of the matter is, although I am becoming more and more impulsive I am still not impulsive enough to go for someone based on a first impression. Cassandra came back.. and I was still here.. did Hector ever realized that maybe we were meant to be together because we found each other once again? Right now I would rather not speak to him and I am sure that he wishes to share no words with me because he told me that I was a disgrace to the Turner name. One thing is very clear though.. I must leave this place as soon as possible before it eats me up alive and spits out my bones. And if I don't leave with Cassy.. then it will be our last goodbye.
This is our last goodbye I hate to feel the love between us die But it's over Just hear this and then i'll go You gave me more to live for More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace Must I dream and always see your face Why can't we overcome this wall Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at all
Kiss me, please kiss me But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation You know it makes me so angry 'cause i know that in time I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say 'no, this can't happen to me,' And did you rush to the phone to call Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind Saying maybe you didn't know him at all You didn't know him at all, oh, you didn't know
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime Burning clues into this heart of mine Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories Offer signs that it's over... it's over