Cassandra Layne (cassandralayne) wrote in caribbeanpiracy,
Cassandra Layne
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I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore

Well, tomorrow i am set to wed Nathan Lawson. And you know? I am coming to terms with this fact now. As much as that might not want to be believed by certain people, it's true. And what makes it all easier for me is that William could honestly care less. He is going to be off gallivanting with Charlotte and the rest of the crew tomorrow evening on The Black Pearl. I had invited him and Elizabeth to come, but it looks like the two people who i love the most in this world have declined. Elizabeth for obvious reasons. She is so disgusted with me, it hurts to breath when she glances my way. I am going to make things right between us. If it's the last thing i do so help me God. I just wish i could shake this feeling, this nagging feeling that something isn't right, or that something isn't going to be right tomorrow, i just want to get through the day with as little trouble as possible.
You should have seen Mother and Father beaming at me tonight at supper. Nathan and his family joined us. It seems that everyone is extremely happy. And i am too...for the most part... Oh who am i kidding? I don't love Nathan. I suppose i could grow to love him. It just makes it all the more difficult that the one person i truly love, doesn't return that love anymore. So i've given up. I can't fight the feeling that i love him, but i can suppress it, and damn it, if that's what it takes to get through tomorrow, and not to mention the rest of my life, then that's what will have to be done.

~Cassandra Jade~



I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.
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